I guess I’m always going to suffer from a lack of emotions.
Nothing ever feels good anymore.
I know what it feels like to be honestly, truly happy.
I haven’t felt that way in years.
And I wonder if I’ll ever get it back.
I feel like a broken toy.
Nobody can fix me.
I just push people away.
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