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I can almost play the intro to Dammit without fucking up or looking at where my fingers are. Now I just have to figure out how to strum 😓

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I went out onto my porch in the rain

and decided that the fall
wouldn’t have been high enough to kill me

so I came back inside.

My new addition to my sleeve as of today :)

If you have an instagram you should follow me :3

If you have an instagram you should follow me :3

It’s alright to tell me what you think about me.

It’s alright to tell me what you think about me.

Hack the heads off little girls and put them on my wall.

Hack the heads off little girls and put them on my wall.

These photos are so old, but I miss her.

Your interest in me is like dust on a shelf.

Your interest in me is like dust on a shelf.

When the line between truths is as shallow as your breath.

When the line between truths is as shallow as your breath.

Woah look I have friends AND I smile? No way.

Woah look I have friends AND I smile? No way.

So today I found out my father passed away a few days ago from a heart attack. It was most likely a overdose (in my opinion) but nobody is sure why it happened. I’m not sure how I feel about it. I don’t want to be upset but maybe I am. I can’t tell.
Usually the reason people are upset when loved ones die is because they can never see them or hear their voice again.
My father was never around. I met him once when I was 11, and it was a horrible experience.
He’s the reason I have horrible relationships with men and practically no self esteem.
I don’t know how to feel, I’m so mixed. I didn’t even know him, and when I did he was not a good person.

so what am I sad about?
Am I even sad?

La Dispute hoodie is the best.

La Dispute hoodie is the best.

My eyes were so green today

My eyes were so green today

I took too many selfies yesterday.

I took too many selfies yesterday.